One: Uninspired

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An invitation

Perhaps I am just tired. It has been a busy week. Nonetheless I remain uninspired as I turn my hand to writing on this lovely long weekend we have dubbed Thanksgiving.

Uninspired in Calgary

Thanksgiving is probably the reason why so few people showed up for the interesting talk given by Areum Kim. “Earth”, the Alberta Society of Artists traveling exhibit, opened Saturday at the Calgary Central Library. It will grace the second floor for another two weeks. With their spouses,Jack Blair, a talented photographer and Robyn MacKay, an experimental printmaker greeted the public. They actively invited those interested to join us downstairs with Areum. Most proved uninspired to do so. Yet, one young couple and their children did participate.

DEVENIR 30 Day Challenge

Having arrived home earlier than expected I turned on my computer to find only two of us had managed a painting. DEVENIR is in the midst of a thirty day challenge: one painting per day for thirty days. By early November we will have accumulated one hundred and fifty paintings between us. Always fascinating to watch as we develop our skills in this intense exercise. Saturday was an uninspired day apparently. While the photos may be lacking in the immediate time frame, they will be forthcoming shortly. In any case, five paintings will eventually show up on our Facebook page each day.

Inspired in my studio

Back in my studio, my muse is anything but uninspired. I seem to work best under pressure and with multiple projects on the go. DDK (Doris, Danièle and Karen) are in the midst of finishing a thirty by thirty inch painting. Created together, for our show at Lotus Gallery in November, it approaches the end. Trusting our creation to one another is a great exercise in letting go of control. Exciting results are in the offing. As well, DDK has a group exhibition in the works involving abstract creations on paper and sculpture, a next year’s project.


DDK is organising a sneak peek at DEVENIR’S latest adventure in the WAM. Located on the second floor of Cité francophone, the museum will host “Stitched Time” through November to mid-December. VASA approved DEVENIR’s application so we show in in March next year. My contribution: eight new paintings. At the moment, I remain uninspired.

Upcoming solo and uninspired details

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Last of the veils

Although uninspired I have managed to write yet another blog! The small details for my solo show in VASA next month are coming together. The advertising has begun. In addition, I have finished the veils, the poetry and the book is at the publishers. Check out the latest events here. In the meantime I wish everyone a very peaceful and enjoyable Thanksgiving.


One: Emerging

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A new project by DDK

The word “emerging” is usually associated with visual artists fresh out of school or newly engaged at any age. Jason Horejs of Xanadu Gallery in Scottsdale Arizona cautions coupling this word with the artist as it implies the work may be inferior due to lack of experience. I can see his point.

Emerging as in unknown

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Waiting patiently for months.

Emerging has taken on a new significance, however, with the latest category found in the extensive list of exhibition opportunities from the Federation of Canadian Artists. In fact, emerging is quite exciting. The premise centers on the unknown of interactive mark making. Unfortunately, my present work will not be available in time to submit to this competition. Or, at least, I do not think so.


Having been distracted for some time with other responsibilities, it has taken me a bit of time to readjust to creative studio work. That is not to say I am finished with the other distractions; it just means some time is available. Consequently, I have re-engaged in a collaborative effort with Doris Charest and Danièle Petit (DDK) called “Urban”. Emerging is what it is all about.

Emerging excitement

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So far so good.

The first bits of masking tape adorned the watercolour paper a while ago. I gazed at the pattern and decided it was appropriate. Now what? The first two in the series proved to be too controlled. Some accident, not a lot. Less than satisfying, the result seemed a long way away from what I usually do. Therein lies the key. What I usually do is throw paint. So as I watched the drips and drops mingle on the surface, an emerging excitement took hold.

Following my muse

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Graphite on paper

Due to the success of the first layer, I decided to continue in this vein and added some circles. Big ones. Interlocking. Grabbing a pencil, I renewed my acquaintance with graphite on paper and filled in one circle. Love it. The next circle called for something more robust: acrylic pen in blue. Yes. Emerging patterns and exciting happenings abound. What will it look like in the end? Who knows? I may take a wrong turn and end up scrapping it. Such is the danger and the hype of this process.

Busy month or two

DDK will be showing in Lotus Art Gallery during November. DEVENIR presents a wink at their new project “Stitched Time” in WAM at the same time. VASA is hosting my solo show “The Veil”, as well, in November. And “Earth” is in Calgary at the Central Library until October 27th. Learn more here.


One: Managing

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Bringing down the show at the Three Sisters Gallery with lovely Nicky.

Many do not like to be managed. Managing deliveries and pickups in different locations requires managing people. To avoid conflict, I house this process in different language like offers of help and opportunity. 

Managing the end of shows

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Loaded and ready to return to Calgary.

DEVENIR approached the end of our weekly Skype call when the subject of collecting paintings came up. Our show in Salmon Arm had just ended and two of our group of five were at the closing reception. Following a pleasant afternoon, they packed everything up to bring it back to Calgary. Of course, any artist worth her salt has little or no storage room for other artists’ work. Managing storage space becomes a significant challenge as one’s practice matures.

An opportunity

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All sorts of ideas floated around until I mentioned I would be in Canmore the following week to pick up my own solo at the Three Sisters Gallery. Not sure any of them believed I could bring back my own work (over twenty paintings) as well as the work of two other artists in the same load. After all, mobiles take up a lot of room. Not to mention another two paintings I intended to deliver to the Alberta Society of Artists for their upcoming traveling exhibition beginning in Calgary. Managing it all in one trip is ideal.

Managing changes

Plans were set for Wednesday until the email came . The organizers schedule take downs for Thursday instead. Arriving in Canmore at nine thirty in the morning requires an overnighter somewhere. Since one of our members lives half way to Canmore (a little exaggeration) I asked if she could accommodate me. Managing my other appointments proved to be simple although I have yet to reschedule two of them.


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Forgotten in the living room.

Upon returning to Calgary to pick up the second set of paintings and mobiles, I decided to unload. It proved essential. While I had loaded the first show horizontally, a vertical format better suited managing the number of paintings available. Except for my four foot square. Setting it up in the middle of the van, I was surprised it actually could sit vertically. Not at a perpendicular angle, certainly. Nonetheless, vertical enough to accommodate the other artwork.

Forgotten items

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Ready to deliver to ASA.

Patricia loaded the last piece when we remembered the other two in the living room. The ones with special packaging to protect the pieces while traveling. And to make life easier for those receiving the work, easy in and easy out. Thankfully a little rearranging allowed us to put them in the back, just managing to close the door.

Other shows

Besides “Earth” opening in Calgary on October 12th between 1pm and 3pm, three other shows open closer to home in November. Do check it out.


One: Something

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Life is an amusement park

“Pentecost in not an abstract mystery. We are asked to accept the spirit of our actual lives. When we do this, then we no longer belittle our own lives but know that even with all our inferiorities and frustrations, we are something.” Ron Rolheiser “Reflections” 7 June 2019

Spirit of my life

Embracing the spirit of my actual life is sometimes difficult. Hence believing I am something can be beyond my capacity. Yet the truth remains true. Identifying the spirit of my life, naming it and yielding to it is the work of a lifetime.

Flagging energies

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Sharing ideas

Part of my life as an artist includes meetings and AGMs. Having just finished three grueling days back to back I find my energy low and my enthusiasm diminished. I just want to be in my studio. My spirit is flagging. As a result, I need a fix. 

Believing I am something

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Making decisions

Because my life spirit is so wrapped up in the creative world of visual art, the only way I can function well is with regular injections of isolation within my sacred space, my studio. While I do maintain regular hours and can usually manage a minimum of ten to twenty hours per week, life does get in the way occasionally. So it has been lately. Although I may not attain my goal of even ten hours per week this time, I will steal the hours later. My soul will renew and I will take flight again.

Something beyond my control

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A beginning

Something beyond my control is the aging process. Bouncing back is not as fast as it used to be. However, I have found if I allow the time necessary to recuperate, my body responds with gratitude. Rather than insisting on the preconceived timeframe of twenty or forty years ago, letting go allows me the space to rest. Also it is part of believing I am something worth the time to care and nurture.

Stopping for tea

Life is like any amusement park. We cannot remain on the roller coaster forever. Occasionally we need to stop for tea and something nourishing. At the moment I receive my spirit and coddle it in my arms knowing a little love will cure much. Tomorrow we set out on another adventure, creating something splendid. Life is good.


One: Ready

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Piled everywhere

Ready is relative. Many things are supposed to be ready at the moment. Priorizing the next coming event is the best way to keep a modicum of control. So, yes, things stood at the door and around the room in organized piles just before we left for Trochu.

DEVENIR in history

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View from the front window

Ste. Ann Ranch boasts several historical buildings, delightful décor, delicious cuisine and very comfortable beds. Our hosts accommodated our every need with graciousness, marvellous stories and great senses of humour. DEVENIR so enjoyed the space and the ambiance.

Another retreat

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And what was DEVENIR doing in Trochu? Well, we were having a retreat. Google Drive helps us to collaborate. I put the initial agenda together. Patricia complained about not scheduling any fun and took one heavy item off the agenda suggesting something refreshing instead. I had revealed my tendency toward the serious and most appreciated the help with the fun part. La crème de la crème was a pyjama party on Friday night, Sabine’s brain child.

Planning for the future

Apart from fun, we spent some time conceiving new possibilities and directions for our group. We discussed what we might do with the one hundred and fifty paintings we had completed in October last year. Amidst the laughter and the banter, we birthed several good ideas, in fact, too many to do in one life time. Still, from among the abundant inspirations we chose the best for development giving life and direction for our practice together as well as individually. We also took the opportunity to exchange paintings for our upcoming exhibitions in Canmore and Stony Plain.

New directions

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Our discussions continued on the way home, albeit just the three from Edmonton took part. Why not add another brand to the fire? The lovely landscape along highway 21 fueled the flames and we now have the seeds of something exciting we wish to do together. Some very positive fallout around our plans may bear much needed fruit as well. Generosity and mutual support yield such good results.

Ready is relative

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One of the many for CAVA

Now that I am home again, I wonder if I am ready. The next coming event is CAVA. Twenty paintings require frames with the delivery date on Tuesday. Tuesday is the day I meet with Amber from the Shaw Conference Centre to discuss the future location for three of my forty-eight-inch square paintings. They will be on display for a year. Then the collaborative effort for DEVENIR statements, CV, new releases and descriptive blurbs looms in the background, not too far in the background as the time line is pressing. Ready is relative. I suspect only the last minute will tell.


One: Friends

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What would we do without friends? August has certainly tested the waters especially with one friend in particular. Doris is always willing to help. Sometimes too willing it seems. Her willingness keeps her out of her studio. Personally, I am very thankful for her help.


As a professional artist, one of my main goals is to show up. I show up on time and prepared. It is a mark of integrity. I meet my deadlines and honour my commitments. Without the help of friends this would not be possible. This year has been most challenging.

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A wedding in the offing

Taking a chance

August through autumn has established itself as my busiest time of the year. Extracurricular activities are usually refused or postponed. Sometime during the summer my husband and I received a wedding invitation from a lovely couple who live and work in Alberta. Their roots are Columbian and Argentinian with most of the extended family still living in those parts. The date was set, 10th August in Cartagena. We saw this as a real opportunity to get a taste of South America as well as support them at the beginning of their life’s journey together.

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The welcome window

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Looking down the hallway.

Friends make it possible

Unfortunately for me, the 9th August marked the hanging of a major show in the Mezzanine Gallery at the Glenrose Hospital. The dates were too close. Both Judy and Doris volunteered to hang the show; it takes two for a big one. I left for Colombia on the 7th knowing I would be back in good time to prepare for the next event in Red Deer on the 20th. I thought, “all is well.”

Unpredictable events

The email from my daughter said it all in three words. I knew our nephew had passed away. For the last five and half years he fought his battle with that deadly disease, cancer. We suspected he would not last until Christmas. One never knows. The date is always a surprise. He was the same age as me. We enjoyed many long conversations discussing this life and the next one. He managed to allow his suffering to transform him rather than transmitting his pain on those around him. Very Christ-like. His funeral is on the 20th.

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Red Deer is organized

Friends filling the gap

Events such as this cannot be dismissed or postponed. They are what they are. How we handle them reveals our priorities. Doris is again filling the gap. She will take my paintings to Red Deer while I head to Barrhead to give hugs to my niece. Friends make it all possible. Relationships top the bill for importance. In the end, all is well and all will be well.


One: Office Space

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Sharing office space with my husband is not always convenient. Occasionally I require the computer to prepare work for silk screening, marketing or for inspirational writing like this blog! Interruptions can disturb preparations at times without dire consequences. On the other hand, I sometimes lose the thread of my thoughts.


Similarly, I tend to interrupt him when I see something interesting or want to share my inspirations. I can see his frustration as he turns his attention to what I might have said with the inevitable, “I didn’t hear you. Could you say that again?”.

Dangerous waters

For him, interrupting can be a dangerous occupation especially when the computer is giving me problems as I load pictures or lose what I have just written. Indeed, I have not yet mastered my temper. And, of course, he does not deserve the ire inspired by technology.

Little blue screen

While the choice of sharing is mine, I am tempted on occasion to move everything into my studio. However, limiting access to the internet is the main justification for separating my computer from my work area. Hours fade so quickly when one gives one’s attention to that little blue screen, unrecoverable hours.


Consequently, when I have succumbed to the temptation of FB or a Ted Talk I resurface somewhat irritated with me. I could have been building my bank of blog material for example. Oblivious to the disturbance in my temperament, an excited, “oh, look at this!” may be greeted with as much tolerance as I have for mosquitos.


Another reason sharing office space outweighs moving is the proximity of information. The dictionaries and thesauri all lie within reach. Having a partner who relishes the written word as much as I do makes composing a joy. Collaboration on poetry and letters to important people results in excellent communication.

Office space humour

Besides his talent with words and innovative ideas, my husband also has a quirky sense of humour. The hours we share working happily side by side fall more on the side of pleasant than irritating. Sharing is often filled with laughter or some profound truth one of us may have discovered. As a result, the arrangement works, and my studio remains sacred. All is well.

Upcoming events

On August 9th some friends will adorn the Mezzanine Gallery at the Glenrose with selections from “Sacred” and “Wildwood”. I will be in attendance on August 31st from 1pm to 4pm. Do drop in.


One: Becoming Whole

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“Personal transformation and social transformation are one piece. . . .

The true spiritual quest is not that I become whole. Informed by the belief that the world is birthed by God and is precious and sacred and one, the true spiritual quest is that the world become whole—and we along with it.” Jack Jezreel quoted in Daily Meditations 8 July 2017

Becoming whole is not about me…

Becoming whole. To begin with I thought it was all about me. I needed fixing. Many seminars, retreats and expense finally brought me to the conclusion that my attitude remained in my court. It is a choice. I have choice. Always. Shifting from the negative into the positive is not an instant exercise.

Healing is dissolving into the whole

As I said, I thought it was all about me. The more I discovered about myself, the wider my field of vision broadened. “Me” moved further and further from centre stage. In fact, I found that healing is about dissolving into a union with the whole of creation, becoming one with God.

The dance

So far I have not made much progress… Awareness is the first step in the process of change and I am aware, sometimes. In my aware moments I relax and flow, enjoying the ride and stopping to smell the flowers. The universe lifts from my shoulders and I enter the dance to which she calls me. It feels complete, peaceful, abundant.

A rushed weekend

The dance faltered this weekend. We just came back from our once-per-year family camping trip. It felt rushed. The schedules had collided, time compressed and we enjoyed separate togetherness. Busyness does that. We become compartmentalized, isolated in our various activities. Another obligation completed.

Becoming whole

Becoming whole involves everyone and it cannot be accomplished separately. Time is an essential ingredient. Letting go of our ordinary responsibilities to build relationship and discover who we are as a family lays the foundation for world peace. Love smooths the ride. Without love others never meet expectations.

Releasing expectations

Expectations tend to mire the waters. One person asked how she might cope with her growing irritation. I suggested loving the person and letting go of how she might help improve things. Loving without conditions, loving the person just as he or she is, that is healing. Love heals the deepest wounds if we choose to release our expectations to the universe.

Learning to love

So becoming whole means learning to love, joining hands with those who irritate us, forgiving and moving forward. This action heals us, everyone around us and will eventually bring the whole world into paradise. Let us begin today.


Different Strokes: Collaboration

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Collaboration reduces the work load. Many hands make light work they say. Perhaps that is not always the case. However, for Doris Charest and I, the work has become fun. We entertain the same work ethic. Neither of us feels as if we are carrying the major part of the load.

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Where do I put them?

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Collaboration on a mural

We are working on a mural. Of course, this is right up my alley. With a twist. Instead of being in control of the image we have shared the work load even further. The students and staff of École Père-Lacombe paint the final product. Collaboration at its finest.

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Hooked to the ceiling, grid in place

The elephant

On the down side the effort has created an elephant in my studio… To begin with we imported some specialized panels, Crezon half inch, good both sides, for the occasion. I folded away my work tables and began the process of preparing the surfaces.

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Chalk everywhere

Hung from the ceiling

Once the primer, exterior paint coat and gesso had been applied we installed the two four-by-eights on a wood support system and hooked it to the ceiling. With the use of a chalk line we formed a grid on the gessoed panel, numbering each five-inch square. The result: blue hands and chalk everywhere on the floor and in the neighbourhood.

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Preliminary painting done

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More chalk line, a second grid.

Fabric instead of wood

Instead of cutting up little pieces of wood for the personnel at the school we used sheets of prepared fabric upon which we painted the guide, the logo of the school. After the paint had dried we cut up the sheets, carefully numbering the back with a little arrow pointing in the correct direction.

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Fixing imperfections while the other cuts.

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All over the floor.

Fixing the imperfections

Occasionally we had some repair painting to do as the masking tape holding the sheets to the panels had created white spots where there should be none. Little squares covered the floor as they dried out. Next: distributing the squares at school.

A surprise coming up

Multi-handed collaboration always leaves room for interpretation. Handing out the “tiles” we have little idea what they will look like once we receive them back. The result will be a grand surprise, a suitable ending for the unveiling on June 1st.

Other events

June 1st is also the evening of my opening reception for “Sacred”, a solo show at VASA. Do check out the display at the Garneau Theatre too. Catch all the events here.